SILENCE

Whenever I close my eyes

Your ghost is staring back at me

I’m trapped in a net of my own lies

And you’re all I see,

And as war falls out into motion

I can’t believe what I’ve begun

I stare out at the scarlet ocean

And can’t comprehend what I’ve done,

And I hear the whispers fly around on the street

My own friends look at me like I’m a stranger

Surrounded by people whose eyes I can’t meet

And everyone tells others I’m a danger,

And I remember your eyes that night

Full of disbelief that I wouldn’t pull through

In the middle of that bloodstained fight

And I didn’t speak up for you,

I watched in cold silence

As they pinned you against a wall

Your last act of defiance

And then watched your lifeless body fall,

I know that begging for forgiveness is no good

There’s no way for an apology

But if there was a way to make it up, I would

Anything to say I’m sorry,

There’s too many secrets that remain unspoken

There’s too many lies formed of fear

There’s too many promises that’ve been broken

But all of them will be burned down here,

And all of those things that I did wrong

All of those lost fights

All of those times I couldn’t be strong

They’ll come pouring out tonight,

All of my darkest secrets that hold me together

Listen if you dare

They’ll ring inside of you forever

Turn every dream into a nightmare,

And my legend will come back alive

Once again on this battle line

Put all I have into full drive

And everyone will hear my voice this time,

I can’t believe I never told you

I can’t believe I walked away

But now I know just what to do

This is what I didn’t say

WOLFCALLS

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BEST AT THIS GAME

He doesn’t like when I’m out all night

He doesn’t like when I play pretend

He doesn’t like it when I get into fights

Says it’s not the way to go with friends

 

She just wants to mess with me

She doesn’t even really give it any thought

I swear to god that girl is crazy

And I’m just waiting to get caught

 

He says he can trust me

He doesn’t know the half of what I’ve done

And I keep trying to cover it up so he won’t see

But the landslide’s already begun

 

I know there’s something she’s not saying

I can see it in her eyes

But it’s her game and she’s the best at playing

She’s a pro at weaving her secrets in with lies

 

He’s just like all the rest

With summer dancing in his hands

And though he pushes my secrets to the test

I know he wouldn’t understand

 

I can’t tell when she’s faking ’cause she keeps rocking the boat

Anything you’ll say “don’t” to she’ll do

Crash it, burn it, blow a kiss and leave a note

Just because you told her not to

 

They all say they can instantly trust me

They don’t know that I’m a backstabbing little fox

It takes them a whiles to finally see

And by then they’re already under my lock

 

She’s just in my friend zone

But I know she’s out to win

She’s the X of the equation that I can’t get alone

Clever little vixen

She carries all the secrets

And she balances the lines

She buries all her regrets

And she’ll get you every time

But I’m learning all her tricks

The girl under the masks is so tired within

I know her illusions aren’t really magic

And I know this time I’ll win

-WOLFCALLS

 

 

SUMMER AND WINTER

He told me I was different when we first met

He trusted me with everything and told me every secret

But suspicions arose and darkened our minds

And I knew we were running out of time

His version doesn’t match mine on what’s right

And finally it happened – exploding the night

He cries

“I never wanted goodbye,

But all these falls, slams to the floor

I can’t take it anymore.”

So now he watches me through a stony silence

Both sides of communication lost through unmoving defiance

He won’t speak to me- not a single word

He claims he tried to say something but I just never heard

Sometimes it seems like we’re moving closer but he just breaks away

And I should’ve known something so good could never stay

Winter girls aren’t made for heat

Summer boys aren’t made to freeze

He told me that he loved me but I just abused the way he feels

He gave me everything and I would just lie and steal

Summer and winter, heat and cold

Golden wishes and silver dreams that were never told

Light and dark and ice and fire

And two hearts run off tracks by reckless desire

And now there’s an endless ocean between him and I

And what was left of love has withered and died

And now his eyes are on me

Begging to set him free

So I turn away from his flames and walk back to the snow

Breathe  in the thin air and finally let him go

WOLFCALLS

 

 

STORM

Beforehand was the worst part

With fire sparking between the cracks of a broken heart

And the air was so intense

As both sides readied their best defense

Then storm clouds began rolling in

Alive with energy and darker than sin

And fear burned bright

In a hate- riddled night

And I took a deep breath

And stepped into the shadow of death

And the storm rode high

So loud it was deafening and I

Stood there with the wind running over me

Threatened by all the wild waves of the sea

And all these chains dragged me down

But as lightning crashed around

And rained streamed down my skin

Realizing just what position I was in

And the storm tore away the fear and set me free

And it when the lightning struck my heart I could finally  breathe

And as it faded and with it’s own life took mine

I laughed for the first time

WOLFCALLS

 

 

 

 

 

 

GRAY SKIES

Voices echo off the walls

As I watch him watch me from across the hall

I hear his voice swirl through my brain

24/7, I think I’m going insane

He speaks a thousand words all through a perfect silence

Playing with both sides- in one hand faith the other science

He’ll let me go, saying he’s set me free

Then whisper in my ear that he could never leave me

He’s not even sure if what he says is real

‘Cause he’s just addicted to the way that it feels

Says he won’t let go ’cause he’d never make it on his own

Yet he and I both know he’d do just fine alone,

He knows all the best ways to take me apart

Makes a fool out of my logic by pulling on my heart,

Gets me convinced he’s always watching from behind,

Leaves me with words I keep running through my mind

And he likes to keep nothing the way that it were

But there is one thing  that I know for sure

He’s addicted to those gray skies

And I’m addicted to the fire in his eyes,

He loves breathing in the air before a storm,

He’ll sleep in the middle of a blizzard to keep warm

He’s addicted to the vibration of the drums sounding,

And loves anything that will get his heart pounding,

He’s addicted to the light of the full moon late at night

And he’s addicted to the thrill of winning fights

He chases highs just to be reckless

And we wake entwined in the perfect mess

And I know he’ll get me every time

Because I know he’s never really mine

Chasing him’s just gonna wind me up dead

Because he’s always a thousand steps ahead

And each time around leads to more regrets

But I’m not ready to give up yet

Let me share a secret with you:

He’s addicted to the feeling- but I am too

WOLFCALLS

 

WHO’S DANGEROUS NOW?

dark-woods-wallpaper-2Light’s are glowing

And red is flowing

And I can see

Him watching me

And I’m just a rabbit and he’s the fox

Running me through traps, setting me in locks

He’s got the most charming words and the sweetest smiles

While he’s waiting to eat me alive the whole while

He’s patient, logical and smart

He knows all the best ways to tear out your heart

From the beginning he plotted it all

He knows exactly where I’ll trip up and fall

Loading the springs and tightening wires

Lighting the match to set the forest on fire

And he’ll  trick me every time and he knows

But he’s perfected his poker face and nothing will show

He’s just testing my waters to be sure I’ll float

Then stalking me down to bite out my throat

He’s beautiful enough to steal away your breath

Glowing perfection- a scarlet angel of death

That sardonic smile will mess with my mind

Driving me into such madness that it can’t be defined

Green eyes will burn in my sleep every night

Watching me around corners when there’s no one in sight

I’m just a rabbit and I’m just his prey

And he’s just a shining moment that can’t stay

And I know he’s a killer who’ll bring us both a rope around our necks

But I’m more than ready for what’s happening next

And when I break his labels

And turn over his tables

I’ll be holding the gun to his head

Holding all the power instead

And I’ll figure out how

I’ll follow through after I say “So who’s dangerous now?”

WOLFCALLS

SUNLIGHT

sunshineI watched him with sunlight in his eyes as he cried

Breathing too fast, heartbeat too loud as I listened to him lie

And I’d give a million dollars to know what’s going through his head

But I have to settle for sleeping with a ghost instead

And he leans in from his side of the bed and takes my face in his hands

Says he can’t explain it- that I wouldn’t understand

He thought that I was different but I’m just like all the rest

And no one can fix that empty space inside his chest

He says he loved me but we both know that’s not true

And I say “I don’t know how I can get through to you”,

No words, no sound as I slowly get back dressed

I know what he’s going through- is it really so hard to confess?

Finally he admits “I don’t know what love is

And all those nights out chased is

Just emotions that’ve been wasted”

And so I say

“Sometimes that’s okay

Because sometimes it’s alright not to know

The hard part’s letting go

And sometimes it’s alright

To cry out for someone to hold at night

You just need someone to to take you home

To pretend you’re not alone

Sometimes you don’t want happiness going in

You just want your heart pumping in adrenaline

And sometimes you don’t want love- just a warm body

And someone who you can let all the scars see

And sometimes it’s hard to remember it’s just a fling

What you think is killing you is just a feeling

Then you think love isn’t real- it’s just a powerful illusion

Just a broken heart drawn to a desperate conclusion

And sometimes it’s alright to cry

Let your heartache stream down from your eyes

Like crystal sunlight,like broken glass

As you wonder how much longer you can last

And you’re so confused

You thought you were loved but you were just used

Praying this is just a dream- that none of this hell is real

Trust me- I know just how that feels”

And I stare into his eyes

An entire world of broken skies

And I hold him while he cries

Listen while he confesses his lies

I hold him while his heart breaks

Under the weight of so many mistakes

As inside he slowly dies

I have him look up to the sunrise

Searching for this end of night

One last chance for the sunlight

-WOLFCALLS

 

Competition Time! (Dec)

​​​​Hey guys,

Jayden Brags here! Wolfie and I are hosting a competition called the blogger writes.

Find out why it’s called that here: https://thebloggerwriting.weebly.com

Also go there to find all the rules and how to submit your entry.

This month’s competition.

Category: love

Story.

Must be set in one of these locations

  1. A US farm in the middle of no where
  2. The white house
  3. Buckingham Palace
  4. Corn Field
  5. A cruise ship
  6. In a family home at Christmas
  7. North pole 

Poems:

The poem MUST  be called one of these

  1. Love at Christmas 
  2. Love, Leave, Loss
  3. Keep calm and love on
  4. Love is all around me
  5. Family first, love second
  6. Love me
  7. I love you

Lyrics:

The song MUST have all these words within your entry!

  1. Love
  2. Laugh
  3. Happy
  4. Live
  5. Kiss
  6. Me
  7. You

I hope you all enjoy this month’s competition I am so excited to read all your entries. Enter via the website and make sure you have read all the rules. We don’t want your entries disquallified!

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WORTH IT TO ME

Every time we choose peace over war

Fight only for what’s worth fighting for

Every time we choose love over hate

It makes me wonder if it’s not too late

To be a world I once imagined past all the stars

Free of pain and free of scars

Yet every time I see all the hurt and lies

Some of that hope slowly dies

But every time your smile lights up your eyes

Sparks a fire and makes me feel alive

Every time another chain breaks free

That, my love, is worth it all to me

WOLFCALLS

Competition Time! (Oct)

​Hey guys,

Jayden Brags here! Wolfie and I are hosting a competition called the blogger writes.

Find out why it’s called that here: https://thebloggerwriting.weebly.com

Also go there to find all the rules and how to submit your entry.

This month’s competition.

Category: school

Story:

Use one of these titles.

  1. The first day
  2. Behind closed doors
  3. The teachers tales of terrors 
  4. Nice vs Evil
  5. Everything went wrong!
  6. Running a school

Poems:

The poem MUST  be based of one of these pictures

Lyrics:

The song MUST be called one of these:

  1. Brave 
  2. School
  3. Love story
  4. School horror
  5. Best day ever!

I hope you all enjoy this month’s competition I am so excited to read all your entries. Enter via the website and make sure you have read all the rules. We don’t want your entries disquallified!

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